Sides

Sometimes I can't tell

Who's right

Or who's wrong.

I side with myself,

Because I must be right if

I feel so strongly about it.

The strong feeling is gone

As quickly as it started.

A single instance of doubt,

Guilt sets in.

How could I be so unreasonable?

Self-doubt and self-loathing.

I wish I could take it back.

I can't.

Angry with myself.

It all breaks.

Down I

slide. Not

Wanting to deal.